I lived much of my life sensing that something was not quite right. With me. With my environment. With the world I was born into. I was my own personal poltergeist, really, at times dodging human contact out of fear that I might spread my anxieties and insecurities. My ugliness. For the most part, I tried to keep those things hidden, not wanting to draw attention to the conception that I was Here in a world of which I did not belong.
And so a feeling of discontent, much like standing too long at the cusp of some unknown potential, lingered until middle age. I wondered what it would be like to live more fully. To have a more dynamic understanding of my worth. To connect all relevant dots and broaden my capacity for Truth. It was then that I more wholeheartedly accepted life on Earth as a privilege. And my place Here—my reason for experiencing this timeless moment in time—was worth remembering.
As I partnered more fully with Truth, I began to better understand the beauty and strength of humanity as a community of beings journeying together on this amazing planet. Humanity is blessed with potential as we often observe in the sciences and technologies that inspire us. But our gifts are not technologically derived. We have insights. We have unique impulses, memories and ancestries. And our lives have meaning—each and every one of us! Truly, we have it going on!
Living to remember,
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